unstoppable <3 *

sdsd

2008-03-26T17:30:00.000+08:00

Lyrics & Music: Utada Hikaru

Arigatou to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai
sayonara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai
The flavor of life

tomodachi demo koibito demo nai chuukan chiten de
shuukaku no hi wo yumemiteru aoi furu-tsu
ato ippo ga fumidasenai sei de
jirettai no nan notte? baby~

arigatou to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai
sayounara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai
The flavor of life

amai dake no sasoi monku ajike no nai doku
sonna mono ni wa kyoumi wa sosorarenai
omoitoori ni ikanai toki datte
jinsei suteta mon janai tte

doushita no? to kyuu ni kikareru to “uun. nandemo nai”
sayounara no ato ni kieru egao watashi rashikunai
sinjitai to negaeba negau hodo nandaka setsunai
“aishiteru yo” yori mo “daisuki” no hou ga kimi rashii janai?
The flavor of life

wasurekakete ita hito no omoi wo totsuzen omoidasu koro
furitsumoru yuki no shirosa wo omou to sunao ni yorokobitai yo

daiyamondo yorimo yawarakakute atatakana mirai
teni shitai yo kagiri aru jikan wo kimi to sugoshitai
“arigatou” to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai
sayounara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai
The flavor of life

ENGLISH:

When you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t
get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness.
The flavor of life

Stuck midpoint between friends and lovers,
like an un-riped fruit dreaming about the day of harvest
because of being unable to just move one more step forward
what’s causing this frustration baby

When you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t
get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness
The flavor of life

Sweet talk and tasteless conversations.
it sparks no interest in me
even when things do not go the way you want
it doesnt mean you’ve thrown your life away

When asked ‘ whats wrong?’
I answer ‘its nothing’
The smile that disappears after goodbye
It’s unlike me

The more i wish to believe in you,
For some reason it hurts even more
‘i like you a lot’ instead of ‘i love you’ sounds more like you
the flavor of life

the period when you suddenly remember the scent of someone you had almost forgotten
I want to be able to openly and honestly cherish the white purity of the falling snow more

A future tender and warmer than a diamond
i want to grasp it, in this limited time we have, i want to spend it with you

when you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesnt
get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness
The flavor of life

sdadad

2008-03-07T17:05:00.003+08:00

So bored!

Ltr mayb gg Kovan.

Come back then can see blog what lor.
For now, i shall post some pics. :D

k la enough liao -.-

Haha

2008-03-04T20:06:00.003+08:00

27.o2.2oo8

Bibi janice is BORN ^^
So cute right ?!
First time my friend gt baby.
Lols :3

29.o2.2008

Went to cut hair.
Miss my last time hair AND WANTED TO COVER THAT BUNCH OF HAIR!
LOL!

My new hair :3

I got this contact lens by an online spree.
Not bad.
Better than those Freshkon, Freshlook, encore etc etc.

Songs

2008-02-25T12:06:00.003+08:00

I changed my Blog Song.
Change to 1 of my fav anime song. LOLS!
Actually still got another song by Ayashi no Ceres but i don knw which to choose,
so mayb i will change the song another time.

Fushigi Yuugi Eikouden - Chijyou no Seiza Lyrics

You are surely my courage.
You are surely my light.

The beam of light I found inside the darkness...
came from your gentle eyes which looked at me.
With a tenderness that made me want to cry...
it softly showed me a reason to live.

Even if we part, even if we are separated,
My heart will fly towards you.
You are surely my wings.
Your love is the constellations over the earth*.

If I try to walk on alone, my heart becomes cold.
I cannot return to the way I was before we met.
This painful feeling of love I have,
Are they for eternity?

No matter what happens, no matter who interferes,
I will continue only believe in your eyes.
You are surely my courage.
You are surely my light.

If you ever get hurt, then I want to raise both my hands...
like wings into the sky and protect you.

The sorrow that overflows from heart[1]
wets[2] my cheeks softly, but...
Even if we part, even if we are separated,
my heart will fly towards you.
You are surely my wings.
Your love is the constellations over the earth*.

地上の星座 / 永光伝より

あなたはきっと　わたしの勇気
あなたはきっと　わたしの光

暗闇の中で　見つけた明かりは
わたしを見つめる　やさしい瞳
泣きたいほどの愛しさに
生まれた意味をそっと感じてた

離れていても　引き裂かれても
あなたへ心　羽ばたいてく
あなたはきっと　わたしの翼
あなたの愛は　地上の星座

一人で歩けば　心は寒くて
めぐり合う前に　もう戻れない
苦しいほどのこの思い
永遠って呼んでもいいですか？

何があっても　誰が止めても
その瞳だけ　信じてゆく
あなたはきっと　わたしの勇気
あなたはきっと　光だから

もしあなたが傷つく
そんな時にも両手を
翼のように広げて守りたいの

胸にあふれる　切なさが
わたしの頬を　そっと濡らすけど
離れていても　引き裂かれても
あなたへ心　羽ばたいてく
あなたはきっと　わたしの翼
あなたの愛は　地上の星座

Hope you all like it :D

sian

2008-02-25T09:41:00.007+08:00

Dear went to camp already.
So free time now can use com. LOLS!
Dear last Saturday meet up with Stanley, gu niang & co.
Suddenly feel all my friends pregnant -.-"
Gu niang's child next time is dears goddaughter. DUHS.
Hope all of them safe delivery ba! :3
Feel happy for them.
Envious them can get married as whenever they like.
SIGH!
Darn boring now.
So early don't know can do wad shit also.
DEAR CUT BOTAK AGAIN. ARGH!
TO GET 1 DAY OFF.
-.-"

K la.
Shall post those picture taken but haven unload for don know *)*(#()@*#)!*(@# long.

私はとても孤独である
我好寂寞 ... ... ... ... ...
但只有你在一却就好了 ... ... ...

Updates

2008-02-18T21:13:00.014+08:00

Ok, shall update already.
LOL!

My 19th Birthday :3

I'll not say much.
Lets the pictures say the talking.

Well, spent Chinese New Year in Genting with dear and his family.

Lols.
Thanks to those who came! :D
and i shall get revenge for the two that smash my face.

2008-01-16T15:23:00.000+08:00

miss me?

2008-01-08T08:11:00.000+08:00

ANYONE MISS ME ? ;x
I doubt so, fungi growing on scrollbars alr.
Ages since i last blog.
Haha.
Happening healthy lifestyle :D
BBQ, chalet, fishing, crabbing bleh bleh etc etc.
Things I've been doing beside waiting for results.
Pathetic right?
19 soon waiting for "0" lvl. :(
I planned to go into Multimedia Arts,
more interested in this kind of stuff.
Ya and mapling bought a number of nice friends into my life.
Spent christmas and dear's birthday in Genting with family and friends.
My new blog skin abit lai ang hor?
Lols.

Lets the pictures do the talking now.

2007-08-28T18:37:00.000+08:00

ALOHA to my blog.
another "YAWNS" day.
I've not been a very good mood the past few weeks,
and Dear been tolerating me.
Thanks Dear, kiss kiss :3

I've been playing Diablo II this few weeks.
Lol.
Watch the Movie "Ratatouille" with dear and sis's friends last Saturday.

Nice show, thumbs up :)
ANYONE CAN COOK OK!!

Just random pictures:

Michelle's "JIAOBIN". ( HAHAH!I TEACH HER DE!!!!! ;x )

What?

This grey hamster look delicious ;>

WHOOOO, this white hamster's fatter and fleshier. Hehe ;>>>>

Oya, we brought Nini to see vet cos she suddenly go "crazy" @_@
Lucky, the doc say she's alright *Whewww*
Gonna bathe her after she finishes her medicine.

私は私達がこれのように... 永久に接吻できることを望む :3

xzxz

2007-08-14T22:35:00.000+08:00

Went Bugis to get my black skinny,
then to Raffles city to buy my cosmetics.

Cam-whored in the MRT:

( I realised i don't know how to take pictures anymore! T_T )
Been ages since i took a pic. :/
Baby is such a magical being.
On our way back,
ard 6+ pm, lots of working adults are released after a hard day of work.
All of their faces look darn shagged and tired,
but after Michelle mischievous "Child play",
everyone smile and laugh along ( and i mean sincerely )!
It's like seeing a dead city coming back to live.
Baby does bring happiness to faces :)

It's 5.11AM now.
Dear just leave the house to have Macbreakfast at plaza with Xiaowu.
I'm too tired ( and nt hungry ) to tag along. :(
Anyw, i bought a watch for him ytd :D
Hope he like it.
My eyes are breaking down as I'm typing now,
so I'm gonna end this post with pictures of NINI <3
Took from Dear's phone:

Heheheehehe

2007-08-13T18:33:00.000+08:00

11.o8.2oo7 (Sat)

Went to Ikea with Dear, my Mother, Jaja, WeiAn and grp to eat :)
I "heard" the food there was nice, but quite disappointing!
Shld have eat at Rivervale Mall instead.
After Ikea went to watch the movie 881 at Tampines Mall.
NICE SHOW!!
If you like hokkien show, GO GO recommended!
Dear got me a 30% off Fila bag :D

Cute uh?
Been waiting for the discount. Hahas :/

Still got two more bags haven arrived.
Waiting patiently :(

My sis took this pic.
My Mother punish him to "Reflect on his wrong-doings",
and he did this. LMAO :/

http://livetobeyourself.blogspot.com/
VS
http://aalteam.blogspot.com/

I only can say 1 thing.
I'M NEUTRAL!
I support both ;D
Like aalteam, I dislike those twits writing
"aLt TaGs and doubblee characterrss".
But like what anti aalteam, its their life.
They do what they find it "trendy".
Aalteam are jus making a big fuss over this actually.
C'MON, they'll grow up sooner or ltr.
I was a twit last time too.
People mature and think differently as they grow.
To me,
" AALTEAM = A ttract A ttention L anjiao T eam ".
They're just the same as those twits they were talking 'bout.
Attention Seekers, screaming over lil things bleh bleh bleh etc etc.

"24 Jul 07, 13:31psserby: people wear more fashionable cannot mehs ? if not wear like what t-shirt plus what lao aunty wear the clothes ar
(My God have some respect for the elders will you? How can you insult the aunties who work and contribute to the economy while ah lians are just a waste of space. After all, they have FUN LIFES don't they? They aren't like us, who STUDY STUDY STUDY to get a proper job. :D)"

One word, N E R D S.
OH C'MON, is studying you nerds ever think 'bout?
Is following up with the fast pace of society your goal of life?
If it really is, I only can say I'm sad for you. :(
Slow down and maybe you can understand.
Singapore is so PATHETIC. %$^%$^%$!^#&@!

Enough of this, LOL!

This is the cute lil baby, Michelle.
YES, she's trying to dance in the 2nd picture.
She's SO CUTE!
I'll try to take a picture with her and nini tgt.
(It's gonna be hard @,@)

One with FATS (it's still eating while sleeping when i took this pic),
another without gotta shelter away from the cold weather.

Dear say he wanna buy a Chinchilla :D
Oh dear, my house is becomming a mini zoo soon.
LOL!

I didn't meant say all those,
i didn't to hurt you.
All i meant was to tell you to "JIAYOUS".
I never look down on you before.
I was just anxious, anxious 'bout the future.
You need not be the best, but jus do your best.
Cos You're the best bf i ever had.
MUACK :3

back

2007-08-10T17:52:00.000+08:00

Taggy reply:

TRI: Yup linked <3
Peanut: Di siao siao. I and cai divorced i 1st 1 go kill you.
Cakee: LOL! now update alr mah -.-"
Weian: Ya linked you alr PONGPONGSKIRT! ;x
j'me: Ya relinked :)
FEL: BABE! relinked ;)
Wendy: Hi! Thanks. We still alright. Anyw, relinked :D
Cat-lover: I got her from my uncle, nt very sure 'bout the breed. will check it out for you. I guess she's a mix or smth.
Passer-by: Yup, will update if I'm not lazy ;x

Reply your tags here to prevent flooding the tag BOX.

HI EVERYONE! KIKI IS BACK! :D
OK that's lame.
Didn't update for a really long time.
Just damn plain lazy + a PARTICULAR reason.
What's a blog actually?
Diary? Journal?
Then i thought it's suppose to be
OUR personal opinions,
OUR personal thoughts,
OUR personal *What i do everyday* kidda things.
But as i bloghop to other blogger's blog,
I realised people are not blogging for themself but for their readers,
which influence me, erm sort of. -.-
So i stop blogging for a period of time. :D
NOW, kiki will blog for herself as a form of memory
& also to those who want to read.
YEA! So she shall do that.
So whelther you like it or not, its none of my business. :)

I LOVE KODA KUMI!
She's so H O T.
She isn't THIN but she's SLIM.
Her curves are perfect! :D
Koda Kumi - Get up & move (Black Cherry)
I LOVE THIS SONG!
All thanks to that nana, i've been repeating that song
all day long :/
LOL!

THIS IS SO FUNNY! & TRUE!
I think my cousin, pamela got the Male version if I'm nt wrong.
OYEA!

28.o6.2oo7

Happy Birthday to Baby Michelle! (My mom take care of her)
1 yr old liao.

2o.o7.2oo7

Happy Birthday to HuiMin! (Dear's brother gf)
Thanks for your chalet.
Your cake very nice. LOL! :x

3o.o7.2oo7

Happy Birthday to KTCY!
I like very "Bo Sim" hor? ;x

Jus wanna wish these ppl Happy VERYBELATED Birthday :D

Dear's sleeping soundly now while I'm here blogging.
Our time frame are like opposite of each other now. :(
But nvm, I'm gonna change it anyw.
He went sentosa last Sat and his sun-burnt skin begin to drop,
and I being VERYHAPPY, plucked those burnt skin away :D
but he got very irritated by it. HA!
It's gonna be 2yrs together for another 3 more months, time sure passes fast.
I really didn't expect us to last this long :)
& I hope this will last forever.
In life, somethings come, somethings will go
& I've gotta used to it.
So I'm jus gonna cherish the one beside me all along.

2oo5 we just began

2oo5 christmas

2oo6 escape theme park

2oo6 genting trip

2oo6 first neoprint taken

2oo6 the day we dye our hair tgt

2oo6 worked at my father's place

2oo7 valentine

2oo7 NS

そしてこのラブストーリーを続く... 許可しなさい

ok this is my PIG sister.
Jus wanna use this chance to thanks her for helping me ordering online stuffs.
Esp my bags.
AND I CFM KNOW SHE WOULD TAG SOME "HAOLIAN" STUFFS.
So jus ignore her. :D

OK, some random pictures! Well, this post is RANDOM -.-
Anyw, its my blog.

AND NOW! PICTURES OF NINI <3

She's CURIOUS 'bout everything, even the diapers cover. -.-"

I gonna change my blog song to Getup&move! :D

change

2007-06-19T22:35:00.000+08:00

I CHANGE MY BLOG LAYOUT ! :D

LOOK AT NINI AND THE LOBSTER !

sssss

2007-06-18T05:12:00.000+08:00

i re bonded my hair :D

blogging is boring :(
my daily routines are almost the same.
been fishing for the last two weekends.
lols :)
i got myself a PINK rod!
and a good reel.
$$$$$$$ :'(
i'm rearing LOBSTERS now!
using the abandon fountain.
hahas.

and look at nini,

so KPO!

this is the actual position she was laying,
and after i rotate,

i got a BIG damn laugh. LOL!

REBORN

2007-05-23T03:56:00.000+08:00

I'M GONNA REBORN MY HAIR SOON AGAIN !
weets.
been considering for so long.
i think go reborn better.
but i scare will regret i_i .
HAHA!
I MISS DEAR DEAR!
kisskiss =3

thurs he comming out LALALALALA~
next monday i taking chi "o" lvls le.
AT TIONG BAHRU EXAMINATION CENTRE !!

so far lor.
at 8 pm must reach sia.
dear say he take MC on that day to pei me go :D
HA !
but on monday he'll know the pop results,
so don't knw shld encourage anot :/

my maple char :D

last time took with my family the neoprints :/
LMAO

i go revise chinese liao !
CIAOS ~

lalazzz

2007-05-21T23:44:00.000+08:00

REPLY TO TAGS FIRST!! :

anniy : ???? huh ???

felicia : lols sure sure :D relinked

... : ?

xuan : lols . MIA 1 week nia >< ! say won't miss also will miss de LOL!

pepper : sure :D

passerby : i have to find the URL but u can go
http://community.livejournal.com/sgspree to find and request. got other
overseas clothings too :D

etrini : LOL ! BLUR QUEEN ! I TOT IS CAKEE SIA >< !

pammie : COME HUG HUG :3

ok. i not MIA !
lols.
i'm jus plain LAZY to update my blog.
dear's been sick this past week,
so i sayang dear more then blog ma.
must pei him, if not he say i ps him.
AND i'm so in love with DOTA :D
LOL!

dear told me some BLOODY bitch msg him "i miss you badly"
and dear say "OMG, YUCKS!" :D

ok. guess who's tt.
some i hate.
HAHA.

still dare msg him.
lucky now dear change liao.
if not @&*^#!&*^@#&*^@*#&@ !
and dear DELETE all the girls hp no. in his phone.
WOOTS!
*grats for kiki* :DDDD

18.o5.2oo7

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY !

i didn get her anything cos pocket gt hole.
LOL!
but we pei her go Seoul Garden at bugis eat. :D

ok lazy, so pictures :

LOL !

DEAR'S GOING POP NEXT MONDAY !!
HOPE HE DOESN'T GET RECOURSE :D
I LOVE CAICAI <3

took this from cakee's blog!
damn true and funny right ?! LOL !
ok ciaos ~
tmr if can then update ba !

I MISS YOU

2007-05-07T04:48:00.000+08:00

"I don't know what to say to you. I really love you alot. I might seem not concerned about you, but deep down in my heart, you're mine everything. I'm not getting used to every enviroment without you. I want to be married with you. Until i in NS then i know the importance of you. i take everything for granted. I'm sorry e way i used to treat you. I misses you alot. At this time, i laid beside you, and you're hugging me. I really cannot tahan le(means crying). iloveyou."
extracted from dear's sms

OMG.
i burst into tears when i recevied this msg.
:'(
it's so sweet yet so sad.
i miss him so much, so so much.
he must be feeling so tong ku now.
how i wish i could hug him
and say, " hush, don't cry my boy ".
sigh.
YOU'RE MINE EVERYTHING!
iloveyou.
i won't be greedy.
other girls may have your past.
but your future only have ME
and that applied to me too.
i'll never let go <3

ok. shall update.

o4.o5.2oo7

went to THE ONE ktv again.
with dear's mum, my mom, jaja, sean, dear and me.
have loads of fun there.
woah, and its like so worth it lor.
so darn cheap.
LOL !
after went back home.

PICTURES:

o5.o5.2oo7

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJI !
suppose to meet KTCY.
but he sort of DUA dear.
and dear sort of DUA me by letting me wait for 3hrs
after i got ready.
=='
pissed off.
LOL!
after meet sean and ahpek at AMK,
then went down to esplanade[?], the makansultra.
say until so nice, in the end it's just a hawker -.-
lols.
keene and the rest went to DXO.
but dear doesn't like this kind of place.
so i also didn't go :D
eat le we go slack slack talk cock.
after sean and ahpek went home.
dear and i went to the 7-11 at marina square to find keene.
*ehem* saw some people.
lols.
after keene NICE&GOOD suggestion.
we WALKED from marina square to bugis at 6am.
after take cab.
WTH ?!?!?
!@*&@*&#(!*@&#
me and dear went home and sleep str8.

wfdqwff

2007-05-04T20:24:00.000+08:00

SO LONG NEVER BLOG.
PRAISE ME FOR BLOGGING AGAIN :/

FIRST,
a GOOD news!
DEAR'S on MC on for EIGHT DAYS.
WOOTS><
song bo
accompany dear to see doc at TTS.
eyes infection :(

took at TTS A&E .

31.o4.2oo7

went to meet longlong at compass point with dear.
don't knw how many *^#(@^#( months
never see him le.
gt gf = MIA
no gf = meet up talk cock play majong ;/
LOL!
leon, ah gu and girlfriend was there too.
slack at MOS burger outside.
was otw to my house when suddenly they call to say
there's a taiji at Rivervale Plaza.
*ROLL EYES*
BLEAH BLEAH BLEAH.
woah,
saw guniang, benny, stanley&co.
i told dear from the past 3 yrs knowing them till now,
they grew up, unlike last time :D
i'm so proud. SOB!
we all wanna go to THE ONE ktv beside cineleisure.
but the rest didn't call us in the end.
so only leon, long long, ahgu, sean, yonghong, dear, me and (i don't knw his name)
and KELLY!
woots.
also don't knw how many !&@(#*@ didn't see her.
took a few photos but haven got it from kelly.
after we went to the chambers to play com etc.etc.
WOAH! shiok sia.
our room = mini clubbing room
yonghong blast max volume inside
AND with the lightings,
LONG LONG AND SEAN WAS DANCING INSIDE!! -.-"
leon, dear, me, kelly and yonghong was playing dota.
WAHAHA!
we OWN them.
then pei dear go TTS again.
sean came to my hse and stay. :)

fucker

2007-04-26T02:29:00.000+08:00

PISSED OFF

met a fucker in dota.
use cheat ways to gain my lightning sword.
ccb, take my wave and lane monster.
say lose me liao still wan argue.
@!#!&#@*&#(!*@&#(*!&@*#(!*@&

pardon me.

man. life's so boring.
gratz cakee and her boy patch ;D
LOVE's such a beautiful thing.
lucky i gt caicai.
if nt i don't knw how my life gonna go on.
x(.
i'm so stress.
but i'm nt gonna it blog here.
noone knws what i'm stressing 'bout actually.
mayb only my mother. :/
i love her and my father so much.
so i study,
mayb tt's the only reason why. :(
i MUST get into poly,
NO MATTER WHAT!
so who can help me?
those taking "0" levels this yr,
can help me ?!!!?!?!?
sigh.
i wanna grow THINNER :(
i wan i wan.
i wan so many things!
*@!(*&@#(!*&#(*@&#

i feel so fcuked up recently.
i miss dear.
he say mayb this fri gt night duty.
have to wait 1 more day.
HAIS.
i gonna study now.
so CIAOS ~

PARTY WORLD !

2007-04-22T22:40:00.001+08:00

18.o4.2oo7

on wed went to meet dear for his check-up at
SGH.
man. i didn't whether it was the slow and poor service,
OR it was suppose to be that long.
i practically FALL ASLEEP k ?!
i was tired and hungry too la.
but seriously, i was thinking.
if dear's right leg have problems.
his leg would be "destroyed" by the time
they X-RAY his legs.

whatever.

SGH suckssssssssss

20.o4.2oo7

fetch dear on Fridays.
his godfather birthday on that day,
so went to his house after he changed clothes.
went to balster{?} there to eat steamboat + seafood.
full man =/
this few weeks keep eating.
really fatter liao !
CANNOT CANNOT >< !
then go home slp.

21.o4.2oo7

slack at home awhile .
then 10pm went to party world KTV again ;D
so we sing sang song with ahpek and sean again .
the WATERMELON gt problem i think.
dear gt diarrhoea and my stomach not feeling well also.
went off at 3am and went home.
lay down awhile -.-
dear say he not tired liao.
he go play DOTA.
after that orh orh koon. =)

22.o4.2oo7

woke up at 2+.
went RM buy food and tibits
cos dear wanna buy in to eat.
( oh great, i'm missing him right now =< )
accompany dear to woodlands where he meet up with
erm, yo ah yo ?
LOL !
that's what they call him =='
HE LOOK SO FUCKING FAMILIAR LA !
but i cant seem to rmb who is he.
make me damn irritated =<
dear's left
and i went back alone.
i miss his presence <3

sighhh ~

2007-04-16T23:39:00.000+08:00

deardear,

if u ever happen to read this,
just rmb i'll always be there for you.
no matter how tough life gets,
no matter how life sucks,
no matter what happen,
i'll do whatever i can the most to make it least-er.
when your heart aches,
when you cry,
when you're feeling lonely,
mine heart hurt, like a knife piercing through.
you change so much,
so much to my liking.
i knw i'm taking it for granted.
but i gonna stop it frm today onwards.
i wanna be your best girlfriend.
i wanna be with you till the end.
no matter how tough it gets,
we would walk through thin and thick.
let's work hard together towards our future.

and you know what ?

i can always make u SMILE.

thus ,

asdasdasdasd

2007-04-16T11:06:00.000+08:00

i change my blogskin again. =/
took me 3 hrs,
finally it's done. *phew
dear went in camp today (monday)
HAHA !
damn happy.
i didn't accompany him cos he took cab there.
miss him so much x(
ytd got a minor dispute 'bout dota
COS OF THE BLOODY CONNECTION ON THE IMMEM THING !
damn fcuked up la.
don't want talk too much about it.

13.o4.2oo7

went to fetch dear but i was late.
minor dispute cos we waited at the wrong place
and dear's hp low battery. -.-
rushed back home.
dear changed and we proceed to dear's house
cos having dinner with his family at JUMBO restaurant.
i LOVE the peppercrabs there la !
his god-father fetch us to cuppage as we're
meeting sean and ahpek for party world KTV.
LOL !
very entertaining and i took some pictures :

ah pek camera shy de la . LOL !
after KTV we went to watch a 4.30AM movie.
200 pounds !
NICE man.
so funny.
i love the dog.
LOL !
tmr gonna bring nini to see vet,
and groom her nicely =)

some random picturs =/ :

i love you so much,
they don't understand
how i felt when you left for army.
it's difference.
when i'm sleeping and
you're at the living room playing dota.
even u're nt beside me,
i hear the dota noise,
i feel safe, reassure.
but when u're gone, it's totally difference. x(

problem

2007-04-13T00:02:00.000+08:00

I HAVE A PROBLEM !
with my connection or computer i think ?!
there's a trend of uploading songs at
http://www.imeem.com/
AND whenever i go to someone's blog or friendster ,
and they have that webby uploaded song,
i tend to get DISCONNECTED !
i'm starting to get really irritated by this interruption
(@*&!(*@^&#^!@*) !
does anyone have the same problem as ME/US ?! T.T

SEE ! i got disconnected again.
WTF .
ok enough of my endless whining =/
i'm gonna pack up my room soon (like finally)
to dig out all those worksheets, books, files etc etc.
for, i'm retaking "O" LEVEL !
*CLAPS CLAPS* for kiki.
i'm gonna STUDY real hard this yr.
i wanna get into poly T.T
my mother promise to buy a lastest DIGICAM
if i got into poly !
HIP HIP HOORAY !
i REALLY wanna get a really GOOD digicam. ='D

today went out with my cousin, PAMELA,
my mother and sis.
LOL !
she bought so many things -.-
but i didn't have the mood to shop,
only bought 3 pathetic belts.
being with her, its seem like i'm in KOREA -.-
open mouth, close mouth korea this and that. LOL !
but she's ~~CUTE~~ and FUNNY la !
make my stomach wan cramp again .
hahs !

PICTURES :

dear's is so bad !
he bluff me say he's gonna go in DB today
for smoking .
make me cry in the MRT T.T !
i miss him so much !
finally tmr fri again .
hehs =DDD !
<3333 -

asdasd

2007-04-09T23:36:00.000+08:00

FINALLY I UPLOADED SONG ! ;x
been working last week .
so didn't really update what's going on .
work with my BACKSIDE PAMELA !

tada ~ her pic :

LOL !
such a joker la she .
make me laugh till my stomach cramp =='
talk bout school times last time .
fun , until sec 3 ?
don't wan talk much bout last time .
jingting came to work also . hurhur ;x
miss all of them out of a sudden .
all those GOSSIP !

random pics :

look easy but actually hard =/

nana and pamela hard at work . LOL ! ;x

such a stupid darling sia =/

i STAY at home everyday.
beside my FAMILY and BOYFRIEND,
i HARDLY go out with others.
i don't go out at NIGHT anymore.
i RESPECT and LOVE my FAMILY.
i'm VERY HAPPY with my life NOW.
we're a FAMILY ;D
i LOVE my FAMILY ! <3

reply

2007-04-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

reply to TAGS :

pammie : ZZZ ! liar . u mus love me de ! i so cute ;x

xiaolex : jaja always tt noob de ==' . i where gt kns . nana den kns lo =/

yt : LOL ! icecream & mantou =X !

jaja : eee act cute !

xuan : LOL ! ya lor . hope to get use to it soon =D !

j'me : yup linked :)

cakee : errr . $5.90 i think o.o ! WAH ! i also wan leis . =X !

jus lion dance finish .
shaggggg !
will update on monday .

=====

2007-04-03T05:29:00.000+08:00

ok working starts at my papa there x(
so tired .
cant slp so come surf net .
miss dear so much until don't knw what to do .
nvm thurs comming ;D

http://aalteam.blogspot.com/

aal = anti ah lians
LMAO =/
their post funny la .
about twits typing those ii lurbesx y0uss al0tsx dia00xs .
i agree with them, cos quite annoying =='
(although i was one long time ago)
*faints*
but seriously,
they will grow up to think how childish were they in the past . =/
so there's not a really big fuss .
LOL !

have to go work ciao ~

weeeee

2007-03-31T05:55:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA .
i'm so happy .
IT'S FRIDAY . ;DDDDD
i slp at 6am and woke up at 11.30am?
*yawns*
not enough slp la .
went to compass pt and PLUCK my eyebrowns .
(like finally ?)
ok don't laugh , i'm 18 i have not pluck my eyebrowns EVER
it's so fucking PAINFUL can ?
cakee , i understand y u cry liao x(
i bear the pain like 10 min ?
it's almost the same as putting tattoo,
only tt one is in another is out -.-

see the eyebrowns ? dear say ugly lah x(

bought a fake eyelashes tt i wan .
after went hougang ave 8 and buy my contact lens .
THEN IT'S TIME TO FETCH DEAR ;D
i thought i was late .
kao dear more late sia .
waited for 1 hr + .
then ah siao gf pat me on the back i thought who sia .
woah she's pretty sia . >< !
make-up artist mah bo bian . LOL ! ;x
the bus they waiting didn come thus they took cab to jp .
then HOME SWEET HOME ;D
after dear bath ,
we went lion dragon dance training .
die la . dear & i rusty liao .
keep playing wrong .
learn new things but i sort of blur .
NERVOUS MAH . zzz .
now waiting dear wake up eat .
darn ytd until now nv eat .
IM SO HUNGRY x(
and GUESS what !?
MY CLERIC BECAME A PRIEST TODAY .
MUAHAHA !
i'm so happy .
my first maple char finally got its 3rd job !
(instead keep playing other ppl char)
all thanks to my mother helping me to chiong xD
love her <3 muack !

assasasa

2007-03-27T18:12:00.000+08:00

i change back to the old template x.x
cos i receive alot comments tt it's better ?
but changes a few things .
jus woke up .
cant slp the whole night ytd . sigh !
feel like going out tmr to rent disc watch ;x
hurhur ...

hahahahahahah

2007-03-26T23:05:00.000+08:00

took this video when my mother was playing with nini <3

24/o3/2oo7

actually was goin guild meeting to play dota on sat .
but my father wanna bring dear go see his friend's catch
during their 3 day 2 night stay on the boat fishing .
LOL !
after we went to dear's hse as it was rachel birthday ;D !
happy birthday girl !
then rush to The Cathay to watch 300 (like finally) with sean and ah pek .
hurhur ;x
the show ar ... nt BAD luhs =='
but dear find it boring .
well, except for the first part . ZZZ !
rate it 3.5/5 .
saw ah gao . lols .
MY BLOODY EYES FUCKING HURT TT DAY !
kao . then i throw away my contact lens >< !
DUHS ~

at dear's hse act cute =XX

kao ! dear force me de =.= .

25/o3/2oo7

was suppose to accompany dear to the hospital to take MC .
but i was too tired and my eyes hurt .
so i woke up late in the end ><
dear change everything, rdy to go .
but at the void deck , he said "arbo go hospital la"
ZZZ . cos his leg hurt even walking on stairs .
so i call my mother and told bring dear go hospital .
wah kao .
the difference is so BIG .
b4 booking in .
his face so smelly .
abut fter taking MC (2 day off) , he become dragon sia !
LOL !
ke lian dear x(
sean came to my hse as he's having off tmr .
plan to watch hearty paws ! ;DDD

26/o3/2oo7

prepare and wendy came my hse to meet us .
dear and i , my mother and matthew , sean and wendy and jaja went
to watch hearty paws tgt !
wah kao !
i cry like fcuk k .
and cb !
dear sean and wendy keep want to see me cry .
so paiseh LAH !
dear's fault la ! neh neh pok !
haha . but nice show .
i love it so much .
dear's gonna book in today .
sigh !
i send him off to take cab .
my heart brk when i send him off .
hais heart so pain =/
if there's no such thing as NS .
pissed me off -
wo hao xiang lian dear dear T.T

this two pic was taken on valentine day i think . LOL !
didn't have the time to upload until now .
was at marina south eating steamboat .
beside was dear , sean and wendy waiting for CAB .
there so hard to hail 1 bloody cab sia ><
DUHS ~

hehehehehe

2007-03-24T15:50:00.000+08:00

KAO !
ytd yingting call me and told me the make-up is FAKE !
great .
the real brand is beverly hills and NOT shades beverly hills .
THANKS YING TING !
muack muack .
but i didn't plan on joining anyw . hahs ! ;x
DEAR BOOK OUT YTD !
so happy ;D
sigh he gt some conflicts with the malays ,
and almost got into a fight at the MRT =='
went home and change .
meet yi xiang , ah pek and sean downstairs .
talk cock awhile then yi xiang went to meet his gf .
thus dear , me , ah pek and sean went to watch midnight movie .
I WANTED TO WATCH 300 !
but when i reach there , the last show was on 9.30 !!
sigh . so sad sia .
we watch pathfinder instead ><
nt bad rate it at 3.5/5 .
nt much talking , lots of killing o.o
SIGH ! dear gonna go book in tmr again . x(

far east

2007-03-22T15:30:00.000+08:00

ok . went to cut hair at far east ytd .
jaja say gt no difference !!
*cries
but my mother say i looker younger .
muhahaha =/
at least i chop off tt side long fridge of mine .
was getting irritating with it .
city hub call me up for the talk on the advertising model at the FORUM .
cant find the office block . -.-
they say what they'll help me pay the training course for $2000.
but i've have to buy myself a 6 to 7 inch heels for the cat-walking ! ( great, i think i'll fall )
and a set of professial make-up *shades bevely hills* which cost $500+ !
i don't wan all except the make up !!
but dear don like mummy also don like too .
i'm nt to this kind of line anyw .
ha !
KAO ! i die at ZAKUM ytd .
fcuk it man !
at b3 then i die .
stupid mob !!!!!!
DEAR COMMING OUT TMR ! =DDDD
i'm so happy . lalalalala ~

2007-03-20T22:45:00.000+08:00

dear jus call me .
sigh . i miss you so much .
there's so much thing i wanna tell you .
how i wanna hug you to bed when you're cold there .
how much i miss you till i cant withstand the pain .
how i wanna you by my side .
how it's hurt nt seeing you .
how i wish there's no NS in singapore . ><
DEAR DEAR WO HAO XIANG NI AR ! x(
I AM WAITING FOR FRIDAY ! let time pass faster ... PLS !

you're the 1st who let me knw what's love,
a love so strong that i cant resist.
you're the 1st guy who stay with me for 1yr+,
knwing my needs and habits.
you're the 1st who let me feel so xing fu .
the feeling u gave me can never be replaced .
you're the one who make me cry so much,
but the only one who could stop it.
i wan you by my side,
i wan to hug you to sleep,
i wan to smell you,
i wan to niao niao you,
i wan to take ashtray and drinks for you.
i'm seriously so lovesick !

fcuk it

2007-03-20T14:25:00.000+08:00

cb . today my fcuking period came .
pain like hell . *someone save me PLS*
oh gosh .
i wanna cry soon .
its hurt hurt hurt hurt and ONLY HURT T.T !
forget it .
sigh !
wo hao xiang wo de dear !
he call me this morning but i was sleeping like a pig *oink
but he sms me *secret teeheehee ;x
*pull my hair*
I HATE PERIOD ! ROARRRRR !

finally

2007-03-19T19:46:00.000+08:00

finally, i updated my blog again . =/
lols .
i'll update daily ( if can ).
my life seem to repeat itself everyday
until 13.o3.2oo7 .
dear went in NS . hais >< !
went to his camp with his mother and godfather.
i cant bear to let him go . T.T .
life seems to pass so fucking slow without him.
he book out last friday ! ^^V !
p/s : he look so cute in his botak lah ! LOL !
i and jaja went to fetch him .
wah lau , all the army boy look the same with spec and botak !
cant search for him at all !
but saw him lastly due to his angkong ;x
he so poor thing . whole body muscle ache .
help him massage, put yokoyoko .
he st8 slp .
miss him so much . finally he's by my side <3 !
sat went meet his mother .
went upper thomson eat with his mother, ah pek and sean.
after went to watch "STOMP ON YARD" . 2am show ><
omg nice show ! rate it at 4/5 ;x
but sunday he went back in again ><
have to wait for another week .
but he's calling me everyday =D !

random pictures for this few days:

taken when fetching dear <3

taken at cine ;)

taken when sending dear to camp :(

me taking dear's phone <3

dear, i miss you so much... so so much :(

i miss my boy so much <3

2007-03-14T03:19:00.000+08:00

my boy went in NS le .
sigh .

i miss him so much <3

'm so sorry

2007-02-12T03:21:00.000+08:00

o2/o2/2oo7

HAHAS !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF <3*

'm so sorry everyone .
sigh ~
so stressed with life nowsday . so didn wanna blog anything .
hahs . but what to do ?
gonna to get on with it right ?
no use pinin on the same problems again and again .
sry for those i disappointed .
didn meant it . ><
its seem i choose left or right .
i also tio gan .
so what's the point .
SO JUST CARRY ON LOR

shall update some things .
dye my hair bright red & treatment with dear .
but it faded off quite quickly =='
lols !
went indonesia with dear and his family .
we sleep there as dear doesn' wan to go shoppin zzz ~
but the chicken at the temple damn funny * laugh
chasin them ard ><
dear's goin army at 13 MARCH 2oo7 T_T !
so fast .
anyway o lvl results is out .
gratz to those who score well ;D
well, 'm goin to apply for ite soon .
SIMEI OR ANGMOKIO ?
stressssss
beauty therapy or digital imagin ????
zzz
hate to choose .
go for interview then say ba .
VALENTINE DAY is comin; woootss !
will be goin out with dear , sean and wendy . hehs !
double date . nice !

dear so disgustin . he love to ORH PI SAI and KOU ON ME !
zzz
nini's as cute as ever and FATTER =/
LOL !
i love u all . i really do <3
'm so sry for the disappointment ;(

pics update will be ltr .................

pic

2007-01-23T02:21:00.000+08:00

love this pic . so swt . i love my TCC <33333 .
blink blink . time passes and its been 1 yr + since we've been tgt . muack muack =D !

ok this is cute . ;x
and so is this ..

hahs .
my bdae commin soon =< .
and don't knw y , im scare and sad . sigh .
howhow?
my mother askin me whether to open BBQ or go out eat ? x(

lolololol

2007-01-23T02:08:00.000+08:00

18o12oo7 - 20o12oo7

was working at my father's workplace .
a lot of jokes going on =/
esp my mother .
LOL !
she farted in the office !
and its so damn smelly .
*faint =='
overall alright .
only some minor quarrel with dear :'(
sry dear . i didn mean it . really .
fri went lian shi with dear and i play the xiao ba ?
lols , i pass seh ;x
so new yr think i goin chu shi with dear ??? o.o

21o12oo7

didn work on sunday .
was shagged and tired :/
woke up at ard 4+ ?
dear say wanna watch movie .
so we woke up and prepare ourself .
watched NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM !
its so damn funny luhs .
esp "dumb dumb, i wan some gum gum"
&& "my gum gum friend wan to talk"
nice show THUMBS UP ;D
after went to e arcade to try our luck but BOO !
caught none :(
so we went to eat at yoshinoya . FULL . :/
this few days keep eatin steam boat .
*laugh
nice luhs the soup .
but the chilli make my mouth smelly
dear's also . YUCKS ! ;x
but nice =='
AND STOP STUFFING ME WITH FOOD .
ARGH !
kiki is fat but she wan fat no more !!! =<

asdasd

2007-01-17T16:06:00.000+08:00

16o12oo7

receive two missed call from dear's mum .
dear call her back .
she say dear gonna go CHINA tmr with his godfather .
was sad .
THREE DAYS CANNOT SEE HIM .
well , i control !
but he purposely go make me cry .
DAMN =='
say he wanna call chicken all those nonsence
say three days no niao niao all tt .
ARGH . make me cry like shit sia . duhs .
he gonna renew his passport so we went back to thomson .
in the cab i cry again .
also don't knw why ><
LOL !
we reach the immigrant shity thing .
and DAMN .
dear forget to bring his IC =='
so i quicky call my mother down to bring his IC down .
after we went to KK hospital with my mother for her check-up's result .
and GUESS WHAT ?!
SHE GT THE WRONG DATE FOR THE APPOINTMENT !
what a kukubird she is =='
after we went to meet dear's mummy at raffles city .
was plannin where to eat when A GOOD NEWS CAME (only to me)^^
dear need nt go CHINA TMR cos no more tickets ;D
went to marina bay to eat steamboat cum BBQ
food + transport = less than $10
cheap right =/
after went ps to wait for shawn as he's stayin my hse .
went to arcade catch bears but it closes soon . x(
after went back CP , rent two DVDs
and HOME SWEET HOME ;DD

dfsdfsdfsdf

2007-01-14T20:36:00.000+08:00

13o12oo7

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR'S MEI

went dear hse to pass back the BBQ pit .
pass the belated chirstmas present to them .
meet keene --'
then went to raffles place MRT to meet carlson for interview
wah . they alibaba so long sia . LOL =/
after went back thomson to celebrate dear's sis birthday =)
the strawberry cheesecake so DAMN NICE *drools
hahs .
after took bus home .

random pic :

baby nini <3 *

baobei and gerger ;D

jaja's darling pui pui

and bao bao x)

snapshot of dear =/ .

gfgdfgd

2007-01-14T19:34:00.000+08:00

o7o12oo7 / o8o12oo7

>< so long no blog le . hahs .
so lazy =/
updates on what 'm doin these days .
well , borin so went to eat at puggoul .
then sean came to meet us .
we went night shoppin at prime market .
bought choc and sweets LOL :/
then we went home to watch tv .
mummy applied more chl on scv . nicenice n.nv !
then ard 7am . makeup and we went off to bugis .
sean went to wrk . leavin me and dear nth to do --'
so we went ard walk walk (with no shop open at all) LOL
we went hopin the movie will be open but FAT HOPE .
its closed also . BOO !
ard 9am ++ , FINALLY the arcade open .
so we went to play LAN .
play dota and cs .
cb sia . keep kanna bullied by dear .
cs so hard to play lor .
play until pichek then play the jump jump game . (don't knw what game)
then sean came to meet us .
we go bugis street shop ard .
dear and sean go chu shi .
so mummy came to find me go shoppin . hehs .
SHOPPIN SPREE !
shagged . went home wait dear come home .
we both st8 fall asleep --'

o9o12oo7

woke up play dota till sleep =/
nth much

1oo12oo7

go puggoul eat then go prime market refill stock ;x

11o12oo7

went dear hse to meet his mother
then accompany her to wrk
went bugis after again ;x
meetin sean after he wrk .
while waitin , we went to the arcade to try our luck . hehs .
dear catch two bears (with lots of sweets :/ ) for me ! omg !
but he spend $100 =X .
really so lucky .
'M SO HAPPY TT DAY .
sean also caught 1 for wendy .
sweet right ;)
after we went to take neo-prints tgt .
they so bad !
hahs . will post the pic when i found a scanner ba :/

pictures :

see the sweets --'

my sixty and thirty ;x

12o12oo7

did nth except play com .
borin' luhs

HAPPY NEW YR !

2007-01-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

well, spent alone .
happy 2007 everyone ;D !

woots

2006-12-31T22:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH MA !

my ahma birthday today .
--' . it seem so long since i've been back there ?
lols .
dear was suppose to go with me but then last min law egg call and told
him to go for lion dance .
now waitin for him to come back as egg bring dear and qi chuan go
chua chu kang find dua di ya peh .
hope he'll be back before 12mn ba ;x
THEN ITS HAPPY NEW YEAR ;DDD !

anyway , come across my sis's folder and found something funny
and erm ? true ?
LOL ;xxx

lalalalalal

2006-12-31T04:45:00.000+08:00

26122oo6

alright .
guess what , i got my lisence for my tatto ;x
but in a bad way ?
hais .
my dad scolded, say me ,
and i cried badly . --'
dear too . sigh ~
but its rainbow after the rain ya ?
another beautiful day ;)
dear & i go borrow DVD from machines .
haha .
to spent our time when we've nth to do . x)

27122oo6

OMGOMGOMG .
'm so worried for my mother .
THERE'S A STONE AT HER ...... !
she's goin for check-up and she was bein' sent to kk hospital st8 ,
but she was goin' tmr . T_T !

28122oo6

doctor took a sample of TT STONE
and will giv her the results next wed .
*pray tt nth will go wrong ya !
we cant do without our MUMMY de *loves

29122oo6

nthnthnth
BORED except MY DARLING NINI & dear ;xxx
muack muack

picture :

look at my baby princess nini <33333 awwwwwwwwww !

LOL !! ;DDD my two darlings <3333333333333333 *

merry chirstmas

2006-12-25T00:00:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHIRSTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YR !

guess what, i didn' went to town this yr .
LOL ;x
its stupid actually .
i spent almost every yr downcount-in at town
and its gettin' borin-er --'
squeezin ard with the bangalas
havin sticky spray all over my body .
nah , nono . ;x
so me & dear stay at home celebrate our chirstmas x)
oya, with sean .
LOL
eat crabby .
after hear dear say the rest got beat up at chirstmas?
lol .
SEE !
its best to stay at home with ur loved one rather then goin out
with the risk of head breakin . --'
so many xiaomeimei and didi somemore ;x
tot one whole big grp can sat sat . pls lah .
goin 2007 le . lols ;x
slp till afternoon then actully wanted to go to my ahma hse
but didn as it was too late .
so dear plan to eat suaka sushi at bugis , SEAN'S WORKING PLACE .
LOL ;x special privileges
but it was FULLY-BOOKED when we reached there *cries
nvm, we went to seoul garden in the end .
i LOVE the BLACK PEPPER BEEF .
nice ! ;x
SEAN AND DEAR WAS SO KIASU CAN ?!
take till so many when the seoul garden was closin ?
then scare need pay fine .
LOL ! we try so many funny way to hide the food .
was laughin non-stop ^^

pictures i and nana took at seoul garden :

merry chirstmas ~~

2006-12-24T21:24:00.000+08:00

it's chirstmas eve today =/
and i didn' went out to countdown .
LOL ;p first time sia !
dear & i go r.m. buy things only .
hahs !
pam is at my hse eatin' now . -.-'
she n nana goin town to countdown soon .
shall blog at exactly 12mn ! ;x

happy birthday

2006-12-24T01:42:00.000+08:00

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO STEPHANIE !

went to macpherson ktv pub to drink .
eugene help steph celebrate?
LOL =/ . bought her a $230 watch also !!!!
omfg right ? -.-'
after macpherson went boat quay , rach's wrkin place .
but dear & i v bored as we're nt drinkin so we went to
the riverside to slack & talk . ;x
then went back to thomson to slack till 6am .
took some pic in the toilet with rach & ying ;D .

photos :

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CAIYAN !

hehs tmr day birthday . we went puggoul eat our dinner ;x TADA !
its 12mn and its dear birthday ;D

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ! <3

will be back to update the details and pic we took ;x hehs .

okok hehs . back le ;x
ENJOYABLE DAY !!!!
ICECREAM AND MANTOU COME ALSO .
so happy .
didn' saw them for like don't knw how long le ? hahs
damn happy lah !
but they needed to go back bout 10+ le .
yi xiang and his gf came after tt and bought dear a birthday cake and absolute vokkaa ;x
shiok lah .
at home still gt a golden blue and terquilia .
yi xiang make dear drink the vokka with the ribena .
make dear seh . -.-'
then he went to the room and lie down awhile ;x
make me entertain the guest . zzz =='
dear;s mummy, laoshu, steven, jeremy and his sis, sher, albert, zhong wei,
sean, wendy, keene and qi chuan came also x))
ty everyone for commin . dear & i appreciate it alot . hehs ;x

okay , shld stop here .
let's post pic ;x :

dear's birthday cake ! yi xiang bought for him . ;x

everyone singin' happy birthday song for dear ;D !

dear blowin cake =)

jeremy and his sis , sher ;x

hardworkin yi xiang helpin' all of us BBQ-in ;DDD ~

dear and mine mummy . hehs !

laoshu and steven . both gays ==' !

qi chuan and his dota zzz --'

nana eatin cake ! caught in action . wahahs ~

*yawns . keene and zhong wei

lastly but not , me and dear dear . ;xxx

the end

baby nini

2006-12-18T18:51:00.000+08:00

my darling nini pictures ;x
goin' out soon . shall blog when i come back bb =) .

sasas

2006-12-16T17:13:00.000+08:00

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went to far east to cut hair today at hair profile . x)
but sigh . quarrel with dear .
cos i urgent went toilet .
he tot i went off myself .
but i didn' mah .
damn !
but nv .
its alright in the end le . hehs .
sean meet him after .
then we went down to dear's pratices for his dragon dance music . ;x
law egg tell me play the xiaoba
*faints
cant lah . sure pai seh de . =x
hahs .
then went amk to take things cos sean stayin at my hse .
eat at 202 then went back .

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WAHAHA ! guess wad i GOT a PERSIAN cat .
damn fuckin chio & cute ;x
went to my uncle hse to take .
and her name is nini.
muack muack .

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well did nth except playin dota ?
LOL !
i like -wtf mode .
sibei shiok ;x
haas
and i gonna take dear's cat tmr .
hehs .

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went to dear's place cos his mum wasn't wrkin .
ate dinner there , but i was sick x( .
then went to meet my mummy at kovan .
she wanted to buy my a top . LOL !
but me & dear was rushin for time so we hurried to defu lane
as he need to train his dragon dance music .
andy damn poor thing lah .
keep gettin' scolded =x !
he gt no music genes i guess ?
LOL !
after sit yi xiang's lorry back home x)

photos i took n dear's hse :

randoms pic :

argh ! this pic . make me so pichek . actully v nice de . then dear suddenly go put his hand in front of me . i tot won' take until then in the end gt T_T .

jaja kpo . go take this pic but v nice lahs . hahs !

went to my sis , jaja chalet at downdown east . lols ! her friends v nice ;x

at dear's family sin tua x)

my deardear . <3 *

tt's all folks ;x

yawns

2006-12-11T06:54:00.000+08:00

jus woke up . *yawns
finally my papa gt work at his place le .
gt money buy dear dear's present .
lol .
his bdae commin le sia . x)
ANYWAY !
CONGRATS ME .
'm playin DOTA .
and it's fun !
LOL !
damn, guess 'm gonna be addicted to it soon =x !
haas .
my blog seem to gettin' borin and borin-er isn't it ?
o.o'
ps lah ~
v lazy to update and load pics . hehs .

sigh
shld i go sch next yr?
i nua 1 yr le .
suddenly tell me go sch .
v weird ?
T.T

barney song

2006-12-08T13:39:00.000+08:00

I hate you, you hate me,
let's all go and kill Barney.
Then a shot rang out and Barney hit the floor,
no more purple dinosaur!
:))

argh !!!!

2006-12-08T07:49:00.000+08:00

cb . i wan to play SIM THEME PARK WORLD !
but i cant seem to D/L it .
so dulan .
i wan to buy but it LIKE NO ONE SELLING de .
spent the whole fuckin night tryin to d/l .
but to no vaild . zzz -.-' .
all is patch . NO USE OK !
cries *
how how how ?
does anyone have tt CD or smth ?
LEND ME !

ps. below tt post other days then update . sry ah =x !

hehe

2006-12-03T01:07:00.000+08:00

wahahas ! sry so long no update le . tsk tsk .
i shall reply the tags in here cos i lazy type in tagboard .
=X !

ladee:
fake eyelashes ar . i nv put fake eyelashes de . LOL ! but try puttin a lil of glue above ur eyelids b4 puttin on the lashes in case it u stumble with the glue . buy a better glue :)

venie :
lols . ty . :)

ivon :
o.o ? still wan the song mah ? lols .

shurong :
WAH ! u wan be pliot ar ?! O.o . canto songs nice mah . LOL . then listen le lorh . hehe .

jamie :
LOL ! of cos miss u lah . u confirm bo xim miss me de lah =X !

chantel :
lols . sure . meet up soon with you ya ?

joanna:
lols . linked =D .

taiying :
-.- . update le lahs . i noe i noe . FINALLY right . hehes . =X !

taiying, yt, shurong:
diao . u three so .... -.- .... yt . my no is today i call de no. LOL !

ok . LOL . replied all the tags le .
aiks .
now so borin lah . dear went to slp . i still cant slp lei .
=x

blogin again

2006-10-20T20:42:00.000+08:00

im BACK to bloggin again !
didn' blog for a long long time le . xDD ;;
gt miss me mah ~
WAHAHA !
well , lots of things happen this period of time .
anyway , i got my boi back , better then ever =)
been busy workin at father place lately .
so was quite busy lahs~

pictures of wad i did this few weeks ;

me and dear keep ang kat her . so cute >< ! my mother look after both of them de xD !

i wonder y ppl like to wear socks with sandals . singapore is v HOT ! weird sia ~

LOOK ! this is wad i have been doin lately . LOL ! so hardworkin right ?

after work , i and dear SAW THIS GUY SLPIN IN THE BUS DISGUSTINGLY . i guess he too tired lah . pity him . -.-| .

my daddy tired face x(

still gt alot lah ~
but in dear de hp . when upload then post up ba .
LOL !
anyone gt scanner can help me scan me&dear de neoprints mah .
MY SCANNER SPOIL >< !

lalala working

2006-09-26T16:22:00.000+08:00

WOW . seems like i nv blog for a v long time le .
sry to FANS (rach) again . luckily still gt song hor? LOL !

fri:
went to work with ahtong at my papa there . LOL !

sat:
went to work with ahtong, jaja and mummy .
the NOOB and PANGSAI SIN .
miss those times alot when all of us were there .
but nvm .
it've become a memory (alot of stupid yet funny things happen) isn't it?
LOL !
ahtong di siao jaja until so funny .
make until my stomach cramp .
sigh .
and guess what . my eyes hurt .
so i sort of throw my anger ard ?
its EXPIRE ! and it's HURT like fcuk !
so im so tired .
damn !
guess tt feelin' man .
but my papa is a da hao ren .
took cab home .
and i bath and ST8 went to slp .
it's good isn't it ?
won't think so much when slpin at night . xDD ;;

sun:
awww . nice day . no work .
mus rest .
LOL .
was meetin cakee to get my contact lens and slack awhile .
but then her friends,
jeremy and (holyshit,i forgot the guy name tt i ride on) came to fetch me .
MOTOR !
was back on a motor after 10 months again .
LOL !
nice feelin' .
so we went to get my contact lens then went to amk blk 401 to meet their fren (kendrick)
and cakee was like sayin a thousand times to me how much she look like VIRUS .
-.-|| .
we went to j8 . and i ate mac .
LOL . then we went to bugis slack slack at mos burger outside .
waitin for their frens again .
then went to play billiard .
i n cakee sit outside cos it's too cold and im wearin shorts -.- .
so we talk crabs and prawns there . xDD ;;
after we went to yishun den to slack . nice place ;) .
went there twice b4 .
after 'bout 1+ we went home cos most of us wrkin next day .

the pictures i took at mos burger =P :

puggoul

2006-09-21T00:04:00.000+08:00

spent quite an enjoyable night ytd . xDD ;;
i jus woke up at ard 11+ ?
then ahtong call me ask wanna go puggoul 21 slack slack anot .
FINALLY , someone ask me to go somewhere near my hse slack .
LOL , hor ceceilia .
if nt so far at future park >< !
we talk cocks and craps there .
then ceceilia call me , askin where im ?
so i say at puggoul 21 .
and she say bo jio .
so i ask her and jason come down also ;)
after feelin bored .
WE WENT WHITE HSE ~
spook !
we saw things !
only after we came out then we realised . BOOHOO .
i still stare at him until so shiok cos i tot he's another grp fren .
then i realised his grp only gt 4 PERSON !
but i saw 5 !
wtf ~
then guess wad .
my name and cakee name is still there .
when all the rest of the vandalismed is gone . damn !
spook me like hell .
so we went to puggoul end . YAH !
so fun ok !
we watch sunrise .
the breeze was really nice . xDD .
and the most exciting part was catchin BABY FISHES .
i chase and chase those school of baby fishes till im out of breathe .
and we found a HEMIT CRAB .
so cute !
lols .
really had fun .
ahtong took a wooden stick and write big big words on the shore .
but let the sea wash away now i guess ?
LOL . so we went to eat breakfast ltr on .
and make our way back home . =DD !
had a really enjoyable day .

criess

2006-09-19T05:52:00.000+08:00

such a boring day today .
my life seems to repeat each and every day .
cakee went home ,
and i cry .
i don't knw why .
WHY ?!
guess im jus lonely .
LONELY . really lonely )=
talk to bernard on the phone .
talk 'bout the past .
somehow, i feel like goin back to the past .
i miss everyone .
it's nt as lonely as now .
everyone is slpin in the night except me .
noone to talk to .
noone can accompany me slack till mornin' .
worst .
nth to let me do .
i wanna find a job but all tellin' me to wait for call . x(
i jus cant slp at night .
cant .
im afraid .
i myself didn knw y too .
sigh .
i really yearn for a hug now .
a shoulder to let me cry out all the fustration inside me .
x(( *
and im so hungry now
and worst , there's nth to eat .
nth at ALL .
life seems to go the opposite way ,
and i crave for someone to fill up this loneliness . x( -

T_T

2006-09-18T10:09:00.000+08:00

slpin soon . so tired .
heard tt pam is sick .
wonder she's all right .
so i cancel the slackin trip ltr .
lols .
sigh .
somehow, i yearn to be hug to sleep .
to snuggle against someone again .
but i knw it'll nv be him .
and how i wish it's CLOUD . drool again *
LOL .

The guy who love you ,
if he can't always see you,
he will try to make himself busy,
for not to have any time to remember you,
because he knew, if he did,
he will keep on missing you until he could do nothing.

The guy who love you can't tell you the reason
why he love you.
he only knew that, in his eyes,
you are the only one.

The guy who love you,
will scold or complaint if you din't reply his message but others,
because he cares.

The guy who love you,
will not give any promise that easily,
because they don't want to break the promise,
they want you to believe him
and they want to give you the happiest and safest life ever after.

The guy who love you,
always tell you not to think too much,
because they already plan it for you,
he want to give u the best life in the future,
he want to give you a suprise,
belive him that he can do it.

The boy who love you,
don't know that whether he should call you when you are angry,
but he will sent a message to you after few hours,
if you ask him why he call that late,
he will said, when you are angry,
my explanation are all rubbish.
But when you calm down,
my explanation will only really works.

if i ever get u, i'll nv let u leave my arms .
Never , never ever . ;)

shall post some photos i edited jus now :

i found this pic on the net . so cute can ! >< !

me & jaja <3 *

me =p

quite a last time pic of me . LOL !

CLOUD

2006-09-18T05:43:00.000+08:00

aww .
i watch Final Fastasy 7 till now can ?!
and it's 6am in the mornin now .
LOL .
cant stand it .
he's so FUCKING YANDAO can !
make my silva drool non-stop .
SIGH !
if only he's my bf . =X !
so devoted yet so handsome .
lols .
but pls , i knw .
im ugly >< !
and it's jus an animation .
but i've been smitten with anim guys since young k .
LOL .
im so hungry now .
didn't eat much today .
eat maggi mee eat until half nia then throw away liao .
duhs ~
ARGH ! >< !
im so in LOVE with cloud .
can someone stop me ! LOL !

this is the FUCKING YANDAO cloud ;;
silva droolin ......

wrking

2006-09-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

went to work at my daddy place today .
LOL .
quite an enjoyable day .
didn't laugh like this since v long xDD ;
was glad cakee and nana and all was there .
tt they're the first person tt see me woke up , woke up from this harst dream .
m so happy today .
but damn tired .
shagged like hell .
fell asleep halfway . LOL .
beibei is so cute .
keep callin me princess cos i everyday do nth .
SEE !
now i help my papa wrk ok ! haha !
ltr then continue blog .
* smsin * ;)

HAPPY !

2006-09-16T08:04:00.000+08:00

IM SO HAPPY !
I CAN FINALLY WAVE MY HAND UP HIGH AND SAY
"I DON'T LOVE U ANYMORE"

diaooo

2006-09-16T03:25:00.000+08:00

LOL !
can someone tell me what's friends ?
i really lose heart le .
i hate it .
y it's tt what i predicted always become true .
y cant it be the opp ?
IM JUS SO STUPID .
MY MOTHER ALSO ><
frm today onwards .
im gonna be a bad kiki .
im nt gonna trust no one .
NO ONE .
nt even friends .
nt even my family .
NO ONE AT ALL .
im jus gonna live a selfish life .
carin' for myself can le .
for 10 mons i've been so stupid .
after 10 mons im still tt stupid .
no more .
i don't wanna get hurt anymore .
i felt so hurt .
really so hurt .

i feel like dyin .
there's nth good bout me isn it ?
im jus a burden to my parents ;
a bad example to my siser ;
have lose the guy i love the most ;
lost trust in all my frens ;
what's there in this world tt let me feel it's worth livin' for ?
if i jus go, mayb the world will be better place .
im tired .
really so tired ............

F3

2006-09-15T12:03:00.000+08:00

HI KIKI ~ i HACKED into ur blog. muahahahahahahhahhas !!

kiki is slping like a pig or rather hippo now. =D~*

so i help her blog.

blah blah blah ~

THE END !!

now guess who i m ~ wweeeeeeeeeessssss ~~~~~~~ !!

=.=|

2006-09-15T07:58:00.000+08:00

such a borin' day .
fire ant jus went back home .
he and ceceilia stead . lols .
cant believe it sia . >< .
mayb he can heal her broken heart ?
wish all the best to them =) .
i cry out jus now .
it's so sudden .
i jus suddenly burst into tears .
i guess i cant control the pain inside my heart ?
sigh . i miss him so much .
keep wonderin what he's doin' all tt .
when will all these end .
when will i stop missin' his presence .
every time i open my eyes,
i hope to see u beside me like everyday .
i hope everything was jus a dream .
but reailty is cruel .
u're nt here ,
jus saw a empty space beside me .
no more the familiar face i see everyday ;
no more hug hug ;
no more so many thing ...

where'd u go , i miss u so )*=

-.-||||

2006-09-13T07:29:00.000+08:00

it's nice . go hear it (:

http://www.pconline.com.cn/pcedu/carton/mtv/10309/flash/030926chongerfei.swf

sad

2006-09-13T04:30:00.000+08:00

im sry lynies .
i didn' meant to make u invole in our quarrels .
im jus too fed-up jus now .
i jus cant seem to trust ppl le .
im hurt by those so-called "frens" too .
and im sry to make ppl sad with my blog >< .
really sry .
i'll be happy . (:
i make him hate me .
what i can do now,
is to make him hate me .
lovin him means makin him hate me .
mayb i feel better like this too .
i won't interfene his life .
he's leadin his life,
he love another ger, tt's enough .
i don't wan to hear more too .

kiki, it's enough .
stop thinkin 'bout him .
he doesn' love u le .
* but i cant believe it *
he becos of other ger can jus tell me to fuck off .
becos of other ger he can jus tell me to pissed off .
nt even carin for my feelin' ,
nt even a lil )=
hey ,
im ur 10 mons ex ,
im a human ,
i've feelins' too .
the sms i sent him hurt me too .
sigh .
how i hope i feel happy .
i still care .
ya, i admit i still care .
but i knw ,
no matter how much i love him,
care him,
miss him,
think of him,
we cant be tgt .

anyway . im pissed off .
i hate ppl to pit words into their mouths before findin out the truth .
even i ask smth ,
i jus wan to get clear of smth right ?
and i've GOT the right to do so .
AND I NV ASK 'BOUT UR LIFE !

argh pissed off -

zzzz

2006-09-12T05:16:00.000+08:00

love 'bout forgiving isn' it ?
i didn' hate him .
i don't knw y .
i wish i could .
but.. its difficult ..
i hate being aquarius .
i hate knwing others pain .
i hate thinkn for others and nt for myself .
but i jus couldn' stop myself from doin tt . )=
he gt his reasons .
i knw he's in pain too .
but he's with another girl now .
wonderin' what they're doin' ?
kissin' and huggin' ?
)*=
then what 'bout me ?
im all alone .
missin' and thinkin' of him all the time .
i knw we cant be tgt and yet ..
im consoling myself .
i cant simpy find another guy and forget him .
i don't wish to hurt a person cos.. its pain ..
im in pain ,
i don't wan others to be in pain too .
sigh .
i knw im givin' up .
but yet even i tell myself nt to wait .
but after awhile , i realised im waiting for him again .
at 11 + , i kept lookin' at the clock .
cos at tt time , he will be back frm his wrk .
then he'll like usual ,
force me to smell his smelly clothe .
i miss all those times , i really do .
i nv say nor feel he's a bad guy before .
cos in my heart ,
as long as he's with me ,
im happy, glad, safe and loved .
)=
but he doesn' understand .
he still feel tt he's nt worth .
silly boy , really a silly boy .
cos tt's love .
i only hope for ur committment .
but i knw ,
u're jus too young .
u still wan to hong, play, enjoy .
but face reailty
don't hide .
sigh!
i too, mus face reailty .
he doesn't wan me ,
he's gone frm my life .
he's with another girl,
gt another girl to care for him, love him .
he can love another girl for less than 24 hrs .
lol .
well, im jus nth to him .
our 10 months relationship is jus peanuts .
so jus take care .
rmb there's this girl who love u alot before . (:

sigh

2006-09-11T18:48:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 5+pm .
i dreamt of him ;
dreamt tt all these nv happen at all ;
he was still beside me, huggin me telling me to go bath ;
was goin his hse then to his NS check-up ;
then i suddenly woke up .
finding him .
but to vaild , he's nt there .
i cry to myself .
i miss him , i really miss him like hell .
i miss him so much and yet i gt to surpress it .
my once "deardear" has died from my heart .
he won't be back forever .
ahtong jus come my hse to get his things back .
he say he've gotta himself a gf already . ha .
it's less than 24 hrs ?
his heart gt no space for me .
kiki only will miss the past him , nv the now him .
my once dear dear is dead , dead frm my heart forever .
and our 10 months will become our wonderful memories ,
his unsusal niaoniao ;
his smell ;
his slpy look ;
his hug ;
his kiss ;
he farting on my face ;
we go fishing ;
the way we play maple ;
the way he stroke my hair at changi tt day ;
we sayin lame jokes ;
the song "cold cold heart" ;
he play piano ;
etc etc etc ....
so many .. really ..
i won't force myself to forget .
i'll jus live with it .
missin the past him . (:

now i knw y some ppl say writing blog is healthy .
is cos u can say everything tt u bottle up inside ur heart
and jus &^*%$^%$&(&%^%$&^( inside here .
tt's nice , im feeling so much better already (:

hais

2006-09-11T02:37:00.000+08:00

i lose someone important today .
he's the one i love the most .
and now im asking myself what's love?
10 months of relationship, he's letting go of it again .
yet this time rd, i didn't cry like before .
i knw im stronger nw, but to when?
"kiki, you got to be strong, don't let ppl worry 'bout u like before"
break-up till now, i've been telling myself this .
i've been surpressing it, only now can i let those tears roll down my cheeks .
i use to see him tell others tt he'll lend his shoulders when they need to cry,
and yet when i needed it, he's nt there .
nv once can i cry on his shoulders, pourin all my unhappiness out to him .
i try today, but it fail again like usual .
he say im irritating and so i say for the last time right ?
i didn't blame him .
i jus didn't wan him to blame my mother .
yes, she's at fault .
but to what extend?
motherly love is presence and she did it to protect me .
which parents doesn't protect their children ?
u hurt me so many times, yet she forgive and forgive u each time .
no matter rain or shine, she'll still buy food for u when u're hungry ;
scare u nt enough money, cigg when u go out ;
pour u water when u're thirsty ;
try to communicate with u ;
try her best to pls u ;
cos she treat u like her son .
nt becos of me .
but u disappoint her, times and again .
THINK !
when u came back, did she nag ; scold ; gan u why u treat me tt way ?
no .
she even talk to u nicely .
and she even say sry .
think, a mother saying sry to someone who hurt her daughter .

he say smth .
he say he didn't cry for me .
10 months of relationship meant what to him ?
then what 'bout me ?
my feelings , my life ?
i really wonder did u really TRUELY love me ?
where're you when i need ur shoulder;
where're you when i need ur care;
where're you when i need ur console;
and u gt the heart to slap me .
i was trying to see whether will u .
and u slap .
i couldn't even bear to slap u .
u say u wouldn't save me if i drop into the sea .
but u knw what?
i'll save u .
when i was sick, did u care for me ?
or did u even knw ?
all these things make me realise i love u much more then u love me .
but i nv regret and i did it all willingly ,
even if i knw u didn' even love me at all .
so i ask him "did u love me this 10 months?"
he say ya .
yes, he love me .
but he doesn't love me wholeheartly .
i wasn't his definite answer, wasn't his true love, wasn't his life partner .
his friendster, his msn, his everything told me tt .
his friendster referring to other gers .
my name was on a normal place on his msn list .
he doesn't like spenting money on me .
he doesn't take neo-prints with me .
he doesn't like me for who i m .
he trying to knw more gals .
but i kept quiet all the while, silently tryin to the perfect girl for him .
but i guess i fail ?
i lose him eventually .

stop crying kiki .
u knew this will happen from the beginning .
u knew he'll still leave u .
don't cry .
frm now,
i'll try my best to forget, forget everything .
i must forget .
his smell , his slpin look , his niao niao .
all those memories ,
it's so difficult .
my 10 months daily life .
it's all gone .
his gentleness , his soft snoring , how he talk when he was slpin .
i really cant forget , how to forget ?
someone teach me pls .
x(

zzz

2006-09-06T03:47:00.000+08:00

ANYWAY .
while at changi tt time .
law egg ( dear's tao eh ) say smth tt is SO knowledgeable -.-!!
he say in my life now .
i pratically did 5 things only .
slp, eat, play com, go out and shopping !
OMG ?! x((((( *
then i spent the whole day thinking and rackin my brain ok !
and i realise it's true !
ARGH !
need spent time wisely le .
but for the time being . hehe .
i'll jus slack away .
time haven't ripe yet LAH =DD !

and this the photo we took in bus 89 back to sengkang to meet tong :

he so act cute right ? -.-|

hmmm

2006-09-06T02:56:00.000+08:00

jus niao niao dear to slp .
cant get to slp so wake up blog . (=
mon and tues was dear's off-day . lols .

we went out on mon =D !
tt day quite nice and sweet .
we went changi to find law egg to take dear's pay first .
cos we waiting ahtong to finsih his N-LVL listenin' compre ;p
so while waiting, we ate first . -.-| .
BLOODY HELL ! they didn't tell me nt to order from tt store !
and i order the worst fishnchips i had eaten . ZZZ .
so i ate half of it only . LOL !
then we went back to sengkang meet tong and went pcbunk .
dear wanna get back his maple acct i think?
but was unsuccessful anyway .
after dear wan to meet his maple's fren, xxshushuxx .
thus we make our way to marina square to meet her .
we reach there -.-|
dear so bad ok ! but i don't wanna go into details =)
so after hi and bye , we make our way to bugis !
by tt time, my legs was like brkin ok !
but dear was here so i don't mind =X .
lols .
we went to edge first and dear bought a earrin' .
i choose de =DD !
then a grp of ppl mistaken me for someone i think . LOL !
ahtong say they v chio . -.- .
but they look familiar to me also . but nvm ~
LOL !
AND DEAR PROMISE ME A HEELS FROM CK !
and then i realise bugis doesn't hav CK x(
we went into a VCD shop . then i look outside.
gt a big grp of ppl . then saw some familiar faces .
saw ahSam , ahHim and XIAOBAI KORKOR ! lols .
long time no see them liao . -.-| .
so after we went to bugis street .
dear bought a three-quarter and a t-shirt . NICE !
he wanna go to make a fuo pai so we went into a wu lu building at si bei lor.
at there gt a $10 leg massage thing -.-
wah lau !
u know wad dear do ?!
HE TELL ME TO GO HOME FIRST . FUCK !
so fuckin' angry and sad T_T
still say wanna help me pay cab fare home .
i say NO WAY ! i was like WTH ok !
confirm is wanna go ERHEM de lor !
but i knw he bluff bluff me de -.-
so we go makan makan orjian
was like 11+ le .
so we took a cab home .
while waiting for the cab, i saw chl0e =D !
she's so cute and chio ok !
lols .
waited for the cab for so long,
and my leg was like BRKING !
FINALLY !
a cab came and we boarded back to sengkang =)
quite a enjoyable day xD .

well .................... today i pratically did NTH .
ya . NTH AT ALL .
except for groaning and grumbling =D !
so tt my day for today .

hais

2006-09-03T03:36:00.001+08:00

jus niaoniao cai to slp .
nth to do now so blog lor .
nth happen much today . >< .
normal lifestyle .
slp till 6+pm then wake up . zzz !
so now cant slp le . aiks .
cai say he wanna take hp le .
i wan him to share with me !
somehow scare history repeat again . )=
he gt hp, think only rach understand my feelings now hor?
LOL !
IM SO BORED !
and so confused also . hais .
i don't wan he take hp, i hate he take hp, i dislike he take hp !!!!!!
~>.<~
but ltr he say i control his freedom again how?
he gt hp liao, my dreams get shattered again, get hurt again, cry again?
hais .
i wan to share hp with him .
open-up to each other .
i won't suspect he hong, he won't suspect i hong also .
jus hao hao live our life like this .
still not good enough?
sigh ))=
kiki, stop thinking so much .
hurry up and go to slp .

and so i snuggle up against my boy and orh orh too =)) .

Mariah Carey - We Belong Together

(Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah)

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

sian

2006-09-01T15:48:00.000+08:00

>< . so long no blog le .
so sry to my fans ar (esp RACH) xDD
cos i have NO chance to use the com at all k .
so i gonna blog bout wad happen this week . ((:

FRI (which is today) :

today i woke at 4+pm .
LOL .
so tired lahs .
cai go wrk i also don't knw sia 0.o
so i wake st8 away blog le .
in case my com kanna snatch away again )=
well . i have nth to blog 'bout .
will blog again at night i guess =)) .

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THURS :

I DECLARE TODAY THAT KIKI HATE PASAM MALAM !
cos ..... i keep pestering cai to buy me a $79.90 PUSH-UP BRA !
so nice ok !
make neh neh big big >< .
he say siao, but so exp for wad.
he say he wanna go pasam malam buy a 3 for $10 BIG BIG PANTIES for me )=
tt type ah ma love to wear , beige in colour !
so sad la k T_T
so everywhere we go, when he saw a pasam malam.
he'll be so damn happy, saying let's go pasam malam.
then i know wad he wan do le . )=
ARGH !
but nvm =D
night time tt time i got my revenge =)
i go take a few ices.
giv him a stupid face,
then when he nt looking, i slip a few ice inside his boxers
AND PRESS AGAINST HIS LJ !
WAHAHA !
he pratically scream .
then he slam me and put ice on my back also -.-|.
funny la !
then soon, he need slp soon.
cos tmr he gonna wrk ><
and so again, i niaoniao him orh orh . ((:

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WED :

well, nth happen today pratically .
after waking up,
i spent the whole day watchin him play DOTA =D !

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TUES :

today gt a a minor quarrel with dear )=
supposinly is pei dear go songka then go fishing de.
then becos of a stupid sms, tt a guy sms me.
and dear quarrel with him b4 de -.-
so sway .
then he went off himself .
hais ><
i everything prepare hao le .
then like tt . v sad .
so i waited for his call ?
in the end found out he went to bugis !
quite angry n sad .
LOL .
but ltr he call me .
say wanna go fishin . i say YEA !
cos he nt workin tmr, xianlang help him.
he tell me jio ppl go also .
so i call xiaoxue .
then the four of us ride bicycle to puggoul marinia .
but soon after, xiaoxue went off to find her motor friends .
AHTONG CAUGHT TWO FISHES OK !
SO BIG ><
but dear didn't caught any )=
but nvm =D next time ok !
we at there talk cock, listen mp3, see stars till bout 6am,
then we went puggoul 21 eat breakfast =D
quite a enjoyable day without that minor quarrel =)).

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MON:

we woke up, felt borin so we wanna go town .
my bf meetin his fren there at cine i think ?
so we call ahtong . in the end call nana go also .
weets~
it was so funny on the bus-stop ok!
cos nana, my bf and i wore a lil ERHEM (kuang zhan)
and ahtong wear so SIMPLE ok! and it's v SIMPLE !
so ahtong become our DAO EU (which means tourist guide)
and everyone was starin at us like alien .
u shld see their faces . SO FUNNY ! LOL !
so we take bus 83 to compass pt to take MRT.
but my bf wanna go put his angkong, and so we went Grandlink first =)
we waited there like from 7pm to 11pm !?
so long ok!
and our town trip was cancelled off -.-| .
but i like the oreo bubble tea there . v nice !
nana LOVE the honey chicken rice there . LOL !
always eat tt when she went there =D
i was so fcuking hungry ok, but v exp to me . so i nt eatin it ((:
after he put his tatto finish, we took a cab back to puggoul 21 to makan .
soon after went home and niaoniao my deardear to slp =) .

and here's the pic we took at Granklink in the toliet :

ME&NANA <3 *

deardear putting angkong =))

yawns

2006-08-27T16:12:00.000+08:00

okok . sry didn't post ytd .
cai come back liao, i also tired le ~
to JELINE and RACH : i posting two post today hor .
one for ytd, one for today de ok? LOL .

YTD :
ytd morning wake up quite early cos cai wake up damn early also .
wonder y *shrugs* .
so i wake up help him straighten his hair and clip it to the side cos too long then after law egg fetch him to work .
so xing fu . lina reach home in the morning ?
cos b4 tt night she went to fisherman village with pam and frens .
they came my hse too .
so paiseh la .
i jus wake up then see a unfamiliar face .
so i cover my blanket n say "taoyan" .
after cai went to wrk, i fall asleep again . too tired T.T .
woke up bout 4+, then my mum ask wanna go to tampines mall to do some shopping .
and of course, i agreed =D !
but nana don't wanna go so only my mummy, jaja and me .
before goin' out, keene sms me say cai nv go wrk huh?
then i was like HUH?! so i told keene he gt go .
keene tell me say law egg say he nv go .
but neverless i still trust him tt he gt go . =D .
in the end is they all bomb keene .
so bad . =X !
anyway, i was fucking hungry, so we went to eat first.
then went for some shopping .
bought quite alot of things . =D !
then i wanna buy a shoes, but find here find there, also cant find any .
so gave up and went home .
I HATE BUS 27 LA ! so many ppl .
so squeezy, but i saw my last time schmates, eyenlyn and huishi .
LOL . then i turn back saw yan fang, pri schmates.
so qiao ok!
went home wait for cai come back le .
everytime he reach home,
he'll put his so DAMN SMELLY shirt on my FACE and force me to smell . T.T .
try imagine all those oily substance and dirt on my face .
jus thinkin' of it make me wanna faint ok !~
after he bath, watch tv awhile then he wanna orh orh.
so i niaoniao him and soon he fall asleep .
(those who doesn't understand what's niaoniao, its mean ticklin ur whole body lightly)
after he slp, i wanted to blog but i went to maple and REALISE cakee is being hacked .
SO SAD OK ?! T_T .
so i didn't have the mood to blog le .
and so snuggle against my boy and slp (: .
tt's for YTD .

shout

2006-08-25T19:44:00.000+08:00

can u believe it!!
kiki's doin a blog !
yes. a BLOG !
LOL . without anyone helpin me . F3 .
nt like nana .
ask here ask there,
in the end her entries all tt all have STRIPES .
LMAO .
poor girl la she .
but i very hao xin le . first link is hers ok ! -.-| .
today's a boring day .
cai went to work LATE, ytd sleep too late le .
cos midnight hungry call 67773777 MAC DELIVERY !
half way eat half way play com ((: . tt's life ok !
but this morning he cant wake up la .
my mother keep waking him up .
so irritating, make me cant slp .
in the end he woke up .
my mother say he didn't bath, jus wash his face then rush out liao .
contact lens also didn't put .
u SEE !
he cant live without me la .
whistle~ im jus too important ok .
lols . jkjk .
mummy jus went out go meet nana cos she wan help nana buy her contact lens .
so EXP ok ?
cos nana have shan guang, so will be damn EXP .
sigh~ the money don't knw how to giv me better .
then i next tues can go make a new tatto with cai le . T_T .
at home so borin but luckily i gt the whole com to myself .
think cai come back bout 11+ ?
a lil regret didn't follow my mom .
think tt's my day for today =) .
cya peeps ~

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